Bored!

I passed the test
I passed the first interview
I read carefully everything at the second interview

Suddenly i can't find out the best decision at this time

And now i am getting bored...My future now depends on my decision...I wish i could share this feeling with one person, but i can't. I need some helpful advices from him, but it's really hard to ask for help...

I don't know exactly what had happened to me. I just feel so strange when i talk or chat to him.

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